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[27 Jul 2009|02:34am] |
I'm movng to Torrance in a matter of few days.
But thursday we will we downing 36 ounce margaritas at cabo cantina in Venice beach as my Bon voyage party, which will be amazing.
I will miss culver city wholeheartedly, but I need to save money and get closer to work. Plus I don't see the reason on staying in the apartment I shared with Jason.
I'm also thinking of getting a little kitty companion for bobo, since he is so angry at me for working all the time and bever being home. I'm searching for a little black kitty to name him monster :)
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[06 Jun 2009|10:27am] |
Jason flat out told me that we don't have sex anymore because I am too fat.
We are done.
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[16 Apr 2009|04:44pm] |
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bikini wax....................
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[29 Mar 2009|02:49pm] |
You said "forever"
And then you went and changed your plans.
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[15 Mar 2009|01:11pm] |
Www.fmylife.com
I am consumed.
Just go. And read.
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[11 Mar 2009|03:30pm] |
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Please make this goddamn migrane go away
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[09 Mar 2009|12:48pm] |
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I'm frickin sick.
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[27 Feb 2009|09:05am] |
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I'm in vegas!!
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[07 Feb 2009|05:33pm] |
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Three words....
all day hangover
Last nite kaitlin and I went out to our new favorite bar...
It has a stripper pole in it.
It is so much fun.
Last nite I drank waaaaaaaay too much and turned into slutty mc slut
It is actually quite embarrassing, now that I think about it.
Oh and I also fucking vomited 3 times.
So now I'm on an hour break at work and this sucks because I don't get paid for my breaks and I barely scrape by as it is.
I'm going to attempt to nap.
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[02 Feb 2009|06:46pm] |
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Oh and by the way my haircut was hideous.
So bad that I went into the bathroom today and cut some more layers into it.
Basically the lady gave me the "mom" haircut (which, ironically is what my mom calls it, but she doesn't wear her hair like that)
The "mom" haircut is short in the back and long in the front. Basically like a bob
The problem with that is that I have long hair.
How the fuck do you think that could POSSIBLY look good on me??
It was fine until it dried, and then my hair looked like two bicycle handles attached to my head.
There were no layers in the front!
What the fuck?
I was so ashamed of it.... And it didn't even look good in a pony tail. I always wear my hair in a pony tail.
I was so pissed off that I didn't even want to go back to her because I was afraid that she would fuck up my hair again.
:(
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[02 Feb 2009|01:11pm] |
My bank account is back in the negative.
And I'm $716 short on rent.
Not so sure how much longer I can handle this.
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[01 Feb 2009|09:40am] |
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I went to a bar last nite that had a stripper pole.
It was a lot of fun and way more work than I thought!
I want to be able to pole dance
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[30 Jan 2009|11:31am] |
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My ankles are swollen
One, much more than the other but they are Definatly swollen.... Almost cankles.
I'm going to wrap one after I ice it.
I already took a bath with Epsom salts and rubbed eucalyptus oil on it (all homepoathic remedies used by my mom)
I took asprin.
It's killing me,
Since I'm in the kitchen all nite at work too.
Aaaah!
Oh and I'm getting a haircut right now :)
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[29 Jan 2009|08:08am] |
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I ate a power bar on tuesday.
It had 12 grams of fiber in it.
Now, normally I only poop like, once every 4 days or so. I know this is hideously unhealthy, but it been like that ever since I was little.
Tuesday i didnt poop Yesterday I didn't poop. I havent pooped today I'm having a huge problem with this because at work last nite I had this horrible feeling that felt like I had to poop bit couldn't. It was a mixture of bubble guts, heartburn and cramps. I just wanted to curl up and die.
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[28 Jan 2009|02:33pm] |
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I think it's awesome that I have more money in my account than I thought.
It's better than the usual overdraft fees that pile up on a daily basis.
My new thing is hiking. I can't take all the credit for this, because ana texted me and said that her and her dad went hiking in palos verdes on Sunday and it was beautiful. I thought..."hiking? No way in hell" then she suggested that we go. I figured if I had someone actually pushing me to do it, then it wouldn't be so bad. Sometimes you need a partner to motivate you.
I've gone in the morning every day this week. Today we actually looked it up and it was 6 miles!
It's making me feel really good about myself, even though my days are longer and my sleeping is usually around 5-7 hours at the most, that is when I actually sleep.
Which brings me to another point.
The people upstairs have a wretched 2 year old son who throws the worst temper tantrums I have ever heard. They wake me up out of a deep sleep, and nothing ever does that. I consider going up there and telling them to shut the fuck up, but they are usually screaming at the kid. There is no way I cab explain to them rationally that I feel it's unfair, without flying off the handle. It doesn't work like that because most of the time I am so incredibly pissed off that I'm awake for the 5th time consecutively at 3:30 am and I just want to scream at them because I feel it's unacceptable. Plus, when it is daytime the kid runs back and forth the entire length of the apartment with his cinder-block feet. I just want them to open their front door so that one time the kid runs back and forth and runs straight out the door and flips over the balcony and dies.
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[21 Jan 2009|02:07am] |
I am fat
I weigh a considerable amount (like 50-80 lbs)
More than Jason.
Why doesn't it bother him,
But it bothers me?
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[16 Jan 2009|08:04am] |
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It's my birthday :)
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[26 Dec 2008|01:36pm] |
Oh nice, this is just wonderful.
Not only the overdraft fee in my account,
But the fact that there are no doctors at the free clinic in my area today
But they still were nice enough to give me a perscription.
For a cream....
For 7 days.
Jesus Christ. I have never taken a cream to treat a yeast infection before, only a pill, and it seems to me that it would be messy. Just as messy as whatever is going on down there in the first place.
Thanks, life.
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[25 Dec 2008|08:52pm] |
Right on.
So like a month ago my pinky finger swelled up.
I thought I had pulled a hangnail and it had gotten infected.
So anyway it just kept swelling up for a few days. I honestly thought my finger was just going to explode. It woke me up throbbing several times throughout a week. Finally I got fed up and poked at of with the nail clipper. Bright green pus then came out. It was horrid. I did that for a few days until there was no more swelling and pus. A few days went by and then my skin started to peel from my nail bed to my first knuckle. I thought it was totally just something that happened at work. It usually happens like that. Then like a month went by and I woke up one morning and I realized that there had to be something wrong because the color was a bit off on my nail. The days progressed in the week and it just kept getting worse and my nail started lifting. I showed my mom because I suspected that it was a fungus and she has had a fingernail fungus recently as well.... She straight up forced me to go to the doctor to get meds for it and she paid. So I started taking the anti fungal pills and they make me want to throw up and apparently they wreck havoc on your liver. It's just a side effect.
Well anyway. Long story short I have only been on the pills for a week or so, out of a whole months supply... And bam I wake up this morning with a yeast infection. My mom says that it's because of the anti fungal meds and the doc told her to eat a ton of yogurt or else you'll get a yeast infection. Oh yes. I wish I would have known.
Good luck finding a planned parenthood to give me a free pelvic exam and do the yeast test that's open Christmas day :)
So I get to wait out the itch and cottage cheese until tomorrow. I hate hate hate this.
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[20 Dec 2008|12:50pm] |
I just want to tell him that I feel his distance.
Just tell me what's wrong.
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